munchy munchy:)

2009-11-02T22:12:00.003+08:00

Its just too much of a coincidence.
If whatever i suspect is true.
i will never forgive you.

2009-09-17T20:28:00.000+08:00

Why am i just not feeling excited or happy at all?

2009-09-16T14:07:00.004+08:00

Okay..finally had time to blog.Been really busy this few days.Yesterday swimming at jurong east with abel,hao and shihan.Shihan,as usual,too tired.couldnt wake up.kept calling him like more than 10 over times.he didnt pick up the phone.Finally like after 30 mins later.He called back and sounded super sleepy.So instead of meeting at jurong east swimming complex at 1pm,i met shihan at queenstown mrt at 1.30.so we're really really late.hahaha.Swimming was alright.Tried all the slide.Shihan got scolded from 1 of the life guard.HAHA.He took a float and jumped in shouting "bombs away!!" from far,i could alr see the life guard watching what he was doing.hahaha.Just nice when shihan landed in the water,the guard blew the whistle and ordered him out of the pool.Abel and i just stood there and laugh at him.HAHA.

After swimming went to eat kfc.Family feast.After family feast went to eat pizza hut.LOL! SUPER FULL!! At first after we ate KFC many of us claimed to be very full alr and didnt wanna eat the pizza.But when the pizza came,all of us just wacked at it.hahaha.Zoomed to abel's house next.Abel got the see the northlight indians who i told him about last time.Played FM. When it came to me vs abel.We did something really weird. We put our keepers as both strikers.Our top scorer as our keeper.Our defence line to midfield and our midfield to our defence.Abel won.2-0.Stayed till about 3am in the morning.Wenhao fetched me home.At the highway,wenhao's bike suddenly lost power.and we had to stop at the road shoulder.pushed the bike all the way to the caltex near fairfield.luckily it wasnt during the day and there wasnt many cars.So wenhao !!! it could have been worse.So don be upset about ur bike man.haha..thats all for now..think i'll just stay at home today. Really hope the manager will call me up and ask me to work.PLEASE CALL ME!!!

I duno if i made the right decision cause you're totally different.

2009-09-13T19:28:00.001+08:00

Soccer yesterday.Swim.Abel's house till 1 plus am.
one word to describe yesterday.Awesome!!
Soccer was much more fun yesterday.Alot more teams.2 of shihan's and wenhao's work mates came and played with us.
They were pretty good man.Showing some neat touches and skills.
After soccer immediately went over to shihan's place to cool down in the pool.Really needed it cos the weather was extremely hot.Relaxed in the pool for about 1 hour.Went to eat,than over to abel's place.Played FM.Got my Van Der Vartt !!!! HAHAHA..Watch out man!!
Oh yea...Arsenal lost for the 2nd time running.This time i felt Man city took their chances in the 2nd half.Arsenal wasnt tht lucky in front of goal.Missing chances and shooting straight at the keeper.oh well...Barca WON !!!!
Next week..hopefully things will turn out well.

Don bother trying to explain yourself now.Its too late.i alr said it before.i'll heck care if you don care.So get the hell out of my life.BITCH.

2009-09-11T15:02:00.000+08:00

Okay..now i'm at home.Really super bored to the max.
Suppose to go swim at the jurong east there..but cos of the rain,it was cancelled.Movie at night again cancelled due to some reason.Soccer match tmr cancelled also.I duno why..everything just keeps being cancelled.
so now..i'm about the head over to Abel's house to just relax and talk.Wenhao will be there also.Nothing better than the company of friends man.Seriously..especially when you all can talk about anything.Even we look at each other also can laugh.Right Abel??HAHAHA
Hopefully today will turn out just fine..since it alr cant get any worse

2009-09-10T19:43:00.003+08:00

Just got back home after staying over at Abel's place last night.
Reached his house at about 8 plus..than both of us played FM.finally completed the season that both of us started like really really long ago.HAHA
i got 3rd place in the league and i won the champions league !!!!
Abel got 8th position.
After that,syakir came over and we all went down to buy food.ate burger,fries,garlic bread and drank ice milo and ice tea.Sat downstairs and we talked about what has been happening the past few days..Than he had to go meet Rajesh so just left with me abd Abel.Went back upstairs and we watched tv till wenhao,vic and shihan came.Vic brought along his spongebob monopoly set and all of us played together.Really fun man..although,shihan and abel both lost all their properties to me.LOL.
Oh yeahhh...England won 5-1.
Really tired..don feel like blogging anymore.

2009-09-09T18:13:00.000+08:00

Another argument with my dad yet again.He's too tired to drive me.And when i asked him whether i could take the car.He said NO.When is he ever ever ever gonna let me drive alone?This is the frustration i'm sure many people will face with a car license.i've alr had my license for about 4 months.Why still doesnt he trust me?And so...i shouted back at him.."dont blame me if i take my bike"

Went to shihan's place today.Gym.Have been going gym for the past 2 days.whole body aching like mad.Which is a good thing right?means muscles are developing.Wenhao was with me also.Shihan too lazy to gym.He's getting fatter alr.After gym..went to Ikea to meet weijie.Ate hotdogs there.Next all 4 of us went to queensway to check out benedetto new season's jersey.Had some prob with the jersey cos they didnt have the sizes tht jie wanted..
hmmmm..go check out the adidas warehouse man..pretty sure they have stock there.if not there will be nicer jersey's for you.

At queensway..yisheng came to meet us and he was stopped by SSB.HAHA..they suspected he was from a gang.Super funny.Again walked pass the piercing shop and the thoughts for tongue piercing came to my mind again.$50.siannn..so ex..well..tats all for now.i've to take mrt and bus to abel's house later.We're gonna watch England Vs Croatia.

i think i know what you've been doing behind my back all this while.To think all of it was a lie.i've never regretted knowing you.Please Lord..you've help me once before,help me again.

2009-09-08T00:51:00.007+08:00

Okay...Here i am starting to blog again after duno how long.
So many things happened this year.Many highs and lows.
okay..i don really know what to say..i've been thinking about going for my bike license.
Everytime i see wenhao,reuben,syakir and now shihan getting their bikes..i feel so envious.
My dad wont not allow me to go for my bike and he wont let me drive his car either.He feels that bike's too dangerous.I mean..come on la...students like us..without a stable job and can only work part time..can only ride a bike now for the time being right??Bike is really cheap.Thats for sure..The feeling really sucks when you have a car license and you're not allowed to drive.Everytime i talk to him about getting a cheap car he'll just show me a black face.I cant do this and i cant do that.haii..
Anyway..i cant even secretly apply for my bike license..due to the pending of the revoke of my license.Really hope tht i can get a good birthday present.And that is to just give me a warning.
Another thing is today was suppose to go pierce my tongue.
But even the guy who helps people to pierce adviced me not to pierce my tongue.So now i really duno whether should i go aheaed to do it or not.Really need a job now.Hope that i can get the Golden village job.At least i've a lil bit of income rather than nothing right?
Today was at shihan house.stayed over last night.Went to accompany him to have dinner.and just decided to go to his place to chill.Decided to just jump into the pool at about 10pm.haha.FREEZING!!stayed up late and played PES till about 3am in the morning..

2008-12-02T16:15:00.005+08:00

i've got a new baby yet again.
Got it today for just only $90 !!
which i think its quite a steal because the filter is pretty expensive?
from what jie said.Its 3 in one or something like that.haha.YAY!!!
so till date.i've got :

canon e0s 450d
18-55mm Is
55-250mmIs
50mm 1.8II
1 tripod.
1 canon bag
and 1 lowepro rezo 190
1 dry box
1 bottle of silica gel
1 extra battery
camera cloth

what i need next??
most likely a dry cabinet.
BG-E5
a macro lens?
cleaning kit (urgent !)
not sure which one though.
and than.i'm sure.
i need another bigger bag.
more to add on.i'm sure

Sponsors and well wishers will be greatly appreciated (:
thank you !
christmas coming (: Hint hint!!

oh yes.And i just submited my china form today.Hopefully things will go well and i will be able to go.The only thing is.I duno anyone there.Hopefully i will be able to meet new people (:

2008-12-01T20:24:00.001+08:00

Getting my 50mm 1.8II tmr (: !!!
yay!!! its like my 2nd lens in 2 weeks??

2008-11-29T22:12:00.002+08:00

Lord..please ease her suffering.

2008-11-26T23:09:00.002+08:00

i'm thinking of joining the china immersion programme.
Where i will be in china for 6 weeks.should i??
If i really do go,it'll be the longest i've been away from home.6 weeks.its more than a month.
My dad said i could.Probably will.But who will go with me??

2008-11-26T16:01:00.001+08:00

Get well soon grandma..

2008-11-25T16:48:00.001+08:00

It makes my blood boil.

2008-11-23T02:06:00.001+08:00

Better off without you.
i guess....

2008-11-21T22:25:00.001+08:00

I LOVE YOU SOOOO MUCH!!!!

2008-11-21T12:24:00.000+08:00

Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

2008-11-20T23:57:00.000+08:00

NEW BAG!!!
NEW LENS!!!
WHOOOO!!!
NEW BABY (:

2008-11-19T23:34:00.001+08:00

Tmr i will be getting my new camera bag and the 55-250mm(:
FINALLY!

2008-11-19T20:00:00.000+08:00

I'm soooooooooooooooooooooooo in loveee!!

2008-11-17T22:22:00.001+08:00

WHOOOPIEEE

my mum agreed to sponser me $200
Hao agreed to sponsor me $30.
Now i am left to save about $120 (:
than i'll be able to get my 55-250mm (:

2008-11-14T11:40:00.003+08:00

Look..we could be spending so much time together right now.
They were just empty promises.
i can't find myself ever to believe you again..

2008-11-11T22:24:00.002+08:00

Seriously speaking.FUCK YOU

Lead your own life.Not have someone do it for you.

2008-11-11T21:27:00.002+08:00

Went to visit Grandma again today.She look so much better! (:
Hope her condition will stabilize soon and she can move to a normal ward.

Darn!! i saw a girl who look like Fiona Sit.Shucks..
I'm still waiting

2008-11-10T21:46:00.002+08:00

Grandma's been awarded into intensive care unit at changi hospital because of a heart attack.
We to visit her today.She used to be so jolly looking.But today when i saw her,she was so weak and frail.She had on an oxygen mask and could barely speak.There was so many tubes poked into her.When i was awarded into hospital the last time,my wound already hurt so much after the op.Yet,she's a 80 year old ladyShe must be feeling terrible..Sigh..wish she would get better soon..

The times when i needed you most.
You'd just weren't there.
What must i do just so you'd understand.
How do you think i would feel

2008-11-09T21:38:00.001+08:00

Why is everyone lying to me?
Even my own mother.And YOU.Especially you

2008-11-08T00:16:00.000+08:00

And all the tears I cry,
no matter how I try.
They will never bring you home to me,won't you wait for me.... in heaven.

2008-11-06T00:37:00.002+08:00

I'm just a FUCKING DOG!

2008-11-02T23:56:00.002+08:00

Cool !! i'm gonna be taking the same driving classes as my sister.How cool that is!!
The only thing is she's taking the automatic transmission course while i will be taking the manuel one.
She's challenging me to see who has the higher BTT score ! GRRRRR
The loser will have to treat the winner.Darn.
Well..one thing's for sure.

I CAN'T WAIT TO DRIVE!!

2008-11-01T19:31:00.001+08:00

Injured my freaking ankle again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-11-01T00:20:00.001+08:00

FINALLY! Signed up for my driving license already.Cool!!! i'm going take my basic theory test on the 16th of December.Wish me luck!!

2008-10-28T19:37:00.003+08:00

Yeah!!I got my Razer mouse already.Bought krait.Costs about $42 and also a sony ear phone for about $22.Yesterday went to simlim square with hao.Was a sudden last min decision to go there because there was nothing to do on deepavali.So hao asked me whether i had any plans so i told him i needed to go get a mouse and ear phones,so he went with me.Than we went to prabs house.His house was quite crowded because of the celebrations.Played dota AGAIN.

Well..thats all i guess...nothing much.
Pretty boring life.
I think i'll go study now.Don't be surprise.
Even if i broke my leg.You wouldn't even know.
It's only 20 minutes apart,so why is it so hard??

2008-10-25T01:01:00.001+08:00

I think i'm dying..

2008-10-16T09:24:00.004+08:00

Sian.Here it comes again.Feeling so demoralised.Everyone in my class is like super smart.Everyone got an A or distinction for their maths.Its gonna be hard to keep up...

Good luck to those who are taking their O level practical.

2008-10-14T20:44:00.003+08:00

Why God Made Hugs

Everyone was ment to share God's all-abiding love and care;

He saw that we would need to know a way to let these feelings show.

So God made hugs - a special sign, a symbol of his love and divine,a circle of our open arms to hold in love and keep our harm.

One simple hug can do its part.To warm and cheer another's heart.A hug's a bit of heaven above that signifies his perfect love!

so now..Do you wan a hug??

2008-10-13T22:43:00.001+08:00

I feel sooooooooooooooooooo much better!!

looveee you (:

2008-10-12T21:23:00.004+08:00

SIAAAAANNNNNN.School is going to start tomorrow again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!After 2 long months of lazing and slacking and photo taking and soccer-ing and movie-ing.Its coming back here again.
Found out tht i'm not going to be same classmates as those last semester because of the moduled tht i failed.DAMN el tech.

Yesterday soccer.GOSH.Seriously speaking.The best match we've played.The first half we were 2-0 down.And our opponents started to get cocky.Asking us whether we wanna play penalties.Thinking that we can try to catch up with a draw only.In my heart,i was thinking..why must we play penalty when we can win them.Almost immediately in the 2nd half,laffyette scored with a long looping shot which beat the goalkeeper totally.2-1.Den,a dubious decision the ref made got weijie sent off..as it was a friendly game,the opponent allowed us to put in another player.A penalty was then awarded because of the foul.Many of them were like saying" oh,we sure win already." But we all told kamaljit,who was playing goalkeeper tht day he can save it! That was what exactly he did.Diving down low to the bottom left and pushing the ball against the post.That was when our morale was boosted.syakir den scored in a goalmouth scramble.2-2
After that,some good play by glenn down the left flank saw him one on one with the keeper,but he unselfishly passed across to vic who tapped it in.3-2.Syakir den hammered the final nail in the coffin with a sweet finish.

BEST GAME EVER!!!

Take care of yourself.I'll miss you.

2008-10-10T00:57:00.000+08:00

I don't think I deserve the Golden Ball.
I just played a good Euro,
but I'm a collective type of player,
I depend on the team, on my team-mates.
Without them, I'm nobody.

Xavi, Barcelona player

Just the kind of players we need in the team (:
Thank you!

2008-10-10T00:08:00.003+08:00

Today woke up really really early!!for the first time since the start of the holidays.Woke up at 9.30am.Labrador park!!FISHING!!!!! 2nd time in my life doing that.Met jiaen amelia and weijie at vivo city.Than we took a cab in.The weather was really weird.
When we reached there,it was super windy.And as usual,we complained.Than suddenly there was no wind.And it was super hot.We complained again.And after a lil while,it got really cloudy and windy.Thinking it might rain,prayed.And it did not rain.WOW!
Anyway.Weijie and i caught a fish each.Amelia also caught one.But her's jumped back in.Jiaen..tsk tsk..
managed to hitch a ride on a lorry cos it was a super darn long walk out from labrador park.NICE INDIAN MAN (:
Ate laksa steamboat.Jiaen and amelia were like making a fool out of themselves.Kept laughing.And than went to vivo city to camwhore and take night photography again.

I somehow predicted it would happen.
But i didnt expect it to be that fast.
I'm still waiting..
i'm here when you need me.
i'll dissappear when you dont.

2008-10-09T00:35:00.002+08:00

My dad always tell me.
Don't play with your life.
This is what i did exactly today.
Standing on that abandoned railway.Hearing those rusty creaks and knowing tht any slips will cost me my life.I did it anyway.
Today went out with weijie to take photos.Went clementi railway and than to yewtee.
When we were at Yewtee,It started to rain.tried out the pending effect.Tried to take the lightning also.After that,we went to meet amelia for dinner.Tried out night photography.
Pictures can be seen on my flickr (:

DISSAPOINTING!!!!

2008-10-08T00:18:00.002+08:00

Wrong or right move?

2008-10-05T00:56:00.002+08:00

Am i dreaming?I hope my eyes are not playing tricks on me.
Anyway,had fun at west coast park just now.Good bbq.TONS of left over food.shucks.wasted.Poor food!!Imagine what would happen if we gave all that prawns and chicken wings to someone in need.

2008-10-03T23:52:00.002+08:00

LIFE.
What a fragile thing life is.
You might not know what would happen the next moment.
There are things where you tell youself "why must it be done now?Let's wait till tomorrow"
Many people don't live to see tomorrow.
Waking up in the morning is already a blessing.
There are people who go to sleep and don't wake up.
Treasure who u have and what you have.Do what you should do now.Don't wait !
You might not have tomorrow..

2008-10-02T23:03:00.001+08:00

Leave the past behind.Move on.
The only thing is HOW?

2008-09-26T23:09:00.004+08:00

Yesterday weijie and i took our darlings out.
haha
double date??haha.Can say so.Right weijie???
hmm..we took many pics.From chinatown to near town and den to teban garden for the wonderful sunset!
Weijie got for me an extra battery and i got for him his camera strap.Thanks bro (:
I'm targeting my next lens already.28-105mm.
anyone wants to sponsor me??
i still need to pay my dad the $900 for the camera ):
$$$ would be greatly appreciated (:

You know i would.Its up to you.

2008-09-24T21:35:00.003+08:00

<3 Fiona

2008-09-24T17:14:00.002+08:00

Don't lose your way
With each passing day
You've come so far
Don't throw it away
Live believing
Dreams are for weaving
Wonders are waiting to start
Live your story
Faith, hope & glory
Hold to the truth in your heart
If we hold on together I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
Where clouds roll by
For you and I
Souls in the wind
Must learn how to bend
Seek out a star
Hold on to the end
Valley, mountain
There is a fountain
Washes our tears all away
Words are swaying
Someone is praying
Please let us come home to stay
If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
Where clouds roll by
For you and I
When we are out there in the dark
We'll dream about the sun
In the dark we'll feel the light
Warm our hearts, everyone
If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
As high as souls can fly
The clouds roll by
For you and I

2008-09-17T22:27:00.003+08:00

Have been staying at home for the past few days.
BORING!
Juz wat must i do?

2008-09-17T00:27:00.002+08:00

hmmm..its been a really really long time since i've blogged.
Guess i've been too lazy.Or maybe its cos i cant be bothered.
Watched fast and furious yesterday.OMG!seriously make me wanna get a modified car and juz go VOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOMMMMMMMMMMMM!!!!!!!
hahahha!!maybe its possible!!In a few more months.Birthday is coming really really really soon anyway.Dad's gonna pay for my licence!Thats what he promised me(:
whew..i need i need i need!!

Something's really really wrong with my left ankle.i can feel it ):

2008-08-30T22:18:00.002+08:00

Today was REALLY REALLY trash.
Honestly..You still don't understand.And its only for yourself.Never ever about other people.

Kenneth talked to me on msn.Asked me if i wanted to go out cos he was bored at home.He wanted to go IT fair.I went IT fair already.Well..didnt wanna stay at home.So decided to go.
I asked my dad whether he could give me a loan to buy the dslr.He kept quiet for a while..in the end,decided to loan me! (:
so went down to the IT fair and got the camera (:
Weijie!!Let's go shooting soon.REAL soon (:

Cheers to dslr.
sadness over you.

2008-08-30T00:02:00.001+08:00

Sigh..very very much ):

2008-08-28T00:16:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HELLOO FELLOWW!!!

2008-08-25T02:13:00.001+08:00

Fellow.Who say u can blog for me!?
hahaha
u wols la.
I received this email like damn long ago (:

2008-08-24T19:08:00.004+08:00

HELLOW FELLOW!
WHY YOUR POST ALL SO EMO ONE1
DONT EMO!
COME COME TELL ME WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU!
IS IT ABOUT YOUR STUDIES!:X
CHEER UPPPP!

Teacher: Maria, go to the map & find North America
Maria: Here it is
Teacher: Correct. Now class, who discover North America?
Class: Maria

Teacher: Donald, what is the chemical formula for water?
Donald: H I J K L M N O
Teacher: What are you talking about?
Donald: Yesterday you said it's H to O

Teacher: Now, Simon, tell me frankly. do you say prayer before you eat?
Simon: No sir, I don't have to, my mum is a good cook

Teacher: Harold, what do you call a person who keeps on talking when people are no longer interested?
Harold: A Teacher

DONT SO SAD!
LAUGHHHHH!

2008-08-24T00:56:00.001+08:00

Please Lord..just give me a chance.

2008-08-16T00:56:00.001+08:00

For the first time,i cried.

2008-08-14T03:28:00.001+08:00

I NEED $$$$$$$$

2008-08-12T23:36:00.001+08:00

If you want to study,study all the way.If not,Don't study at all.

2008-08-11T21:47:00.002+08:00

Today was suppose to go out and study with Shihan..

but due to him over sleeping,didnt go.
Was suppose to have dinner..but appointment got cancelled.
So whole day stayed at home.
Did complex numbers.Tmr meeting lecturer for questions.zzzzz
Hate school.

2008-08-10T00:40:00.004+08:00

Today stayed at home the whole day.

Was suppose to meet the guys to play soccer but i didnt go down cos my knee was injured.So today was really really boring.Till late evening,my parents brought my whole family to night safari.

First time being there.I realised they had many animals that the zoo didnt have.So i saw many new animals i have never seen in my life today.Well..thats all i guess for today..

Watching women's soccer now.USA vs Japan (:

she loves my feet (:

Have you seen my childhood??

I'm searching for the world that i came from...

i've been looking around...

2008-08-07T23:10:00.003+08:00

HELLO FELLOW!
NEW BLOGSKIN IS UP!
YAY!
I'M NOT SO BAD AFTERALL! :DDDD
DONT BE GENDER BIAS!
I SHALL GIVE YOU THE GIRL ONEEEEE!(:
♥YITING ROCKSSSSS!

2008-08-07T21:50:00.002+08:00

Today.NO SCH!

But i still went school..zzzzz

was thinking whether to go school as normal time in cos i was very very lazy to take an Mrt and den bus down to sch.In the end,decided train and bus down juz so i could sleep a lil later.(:

But cos of my decision,i made Farhan wait.Sorry :x

He punished me for waiting!!

hahaha

but guess what the punishment was???

To play a boardgame called Risk with him.LOL!!

He told me the lectuer will only be free at 1.So we played till 1.
Went to find the lectuer,but we found out.He was free all this while!!only 1 den he had lesson!!OMG

felt so silly!!

hahaha

so had to go meet the lectuer tmr instead.Went to the library to meet weijie for a lil while.Tried to do my Eg1 tutorial.Played some games.After that went to meet Yiting in sch.

Had a really fun time with her!!Laughing everything.My feet smells real gooooooddd eh??

Ate chicken rice!delicious!!Thanks for paying (:I had a really fun time with you (:

Hello fellow! (:

2008-08-06T21:47:00.004+08:00

Today school,pretty slacked again.Hmm..duno what to say today.Oh well..life is shitty and boring.Hope things will be much better tmr.Went to Queenstown library to study with weeson wee.I need a job.I need $$$$$$$$$$$!!!!DSLR DSLR!!!!

Ali baba

2008-08-05T20:31:00.003+08:00

Today sch started at 1.Slacked till about 11 plus before i got ready.

Only had 2 lessons.Eg mec and El tech practical.

Both were pretty slacked lessons but i learned new things!

i was doing the eg mec revision worksheets and managed to clarify many many things.(:

Tried to find someone to go study with me.But many had their own commitments.zzzz

I'll go study tmr den.Oh ya..i at breakfast at 4.45pm today.Didnt know i could tahan till so long.

Ate kaki fuyong and with 2 bowls of rice.Went home and ate somemore.lol.

Din and I.playing volleyball on the road side.Vehicle coming behind us.

Somehow it juz isn't leaving.I juz know.

2008-08-04T21:30:00.003+08:00

i wanna get the canon 450D.$1300.Maybe i should get a 2nd hand.
Life?1 word.SHIT
i duno what's gotten into me.School's really gotten into me.I didnt even realised i did that till my classmates told me.Sorry.I snapped under the pressure.

God.Where are you??
I feel so alone..

2008-08-03T09:30:00.003+08:00

Didnt blog yesterday.Came home super late.

As usualy..went to Holland to play soccer.I thought i was super late.So i took a cab down.In the end.only wenhao and weijie was there..lol..waste of cab fair.

Played soccer till about 3.Damn.I fell awkwardly on my right knee.Now it hurts like billy-0.

I cant put much weight on it.And each time i bend my knees,i can feel the bones inside creaking.Bad sign cos it means the bones are grinding against one another.

Now i'm lost on whether to go to the sports doctor again or whether to juz leave it.

Anyway,went to Erin's birthday party at about 6 plus.Since 719 wasnt able to take videos at hao place,we went to Erin's house to take it instead.She appeared in one of the videos.You guys can go check it out on youtube.

Later going out with Kenneth yip to study.I hope he can help.

Me and Heng wobbily wobbily

2008-08-02T00:08:00.001+08:00

Why should i when you don even care?

2008-07-31T21:52:00.004+08:00

Today..slackiest day ever!!!
Class from 8am to 10am.S & W class.Tennis.THATS ALL!!! hahaha
so we played and played.After tennis class...Kenneth and i stayed back to play a little while...den got a lil restless..so decided to leave.
Went to grab a bubble tea.Its been ages since i last drank that!

Waited for like 2 hours for alicia and Kar wei.We wanted to go eat KFC in the first place.Kar wei kept insisting on eating hawker food.I think he was afraid that he might grow fat or something.Don worry kah wei! you are a really very skinny boy!hahahaha! Funny dude who plays tennis like a clown.

KFC was really really crowded when we go there.So we had to settle for pizza hut.
The baked pasta i ate was really really very nice!!OMG!
i cant wait to eat it again.

After eating lunch.Took a bus down to fmss to meet Yiting.Brought her to the doctor for her back problems.Found out that it wasnt really serious.Either she has been sleeping unwell cos of her pillows or maybe she has used the computer for too long??
After that,went to Queenstown library to study with wilson.Many many problems!!!sigh..

Alicia

Kar Wei

Kenneth

I want KK!!!

2008-07-30T23:06:00.003+08:00

Didn't go to sch today.I duno why.I'm sick and tired of everything.Called my dad.Told him i didn't felt like going to sch.He was like why?Den i juz say..duno..don feel like..
so he was like..okay..up to you.

So today.i stayed home the whole day.Watched videos,movies,and played some games till about 5 plus den went to KAP to study with Weijie and Elis.Studied till about 10.

Weijie talked to me about the fun sides of having a dslr.He made me wanna get one too!!
hahaha..so i asked him to help me to look out for a 2nd hand one on the photography forum.Hopefully costs about 600 plus.No more den 700??Hope there is !

Abel ,me and syakir.Plus wenhao the camera man.

719*

If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?

Really really weird dreams.What does it mean??

2008-07-29T21:10:00.002+08:00

Today dad didnt fetch me to work.
He had to fetch mum to go see the doctor with some problems with her back..now she has to take 12 different kinds of medicines daily.wth..
so in the end,i took a cab down.The cab fare is like 10 dollars plus !!!
omg.it's like only from Queenstown to ngee ann!!When i got into the cab,the starting fare was like already 4 plus.Last time,4 plus could get me from home to probably dover mrt or something.But now?oh my lord.Prices are going up.But i don't see my allowance or those worker's salary going up as well.

As expected,Singapore lost to brazil last night.3-0.I think we played alright.Created a few good chances.And 3-0 is a pretty respectable score.haha.Syakir and reuben were flirting with guys yesterday at the chatrooms :x
Those guys believed them!!!Asked for their email addresses and friendster accounts.HAHAHA!!OMG OMG.

I think something's wrong with blogger.I cant seem to upload pictures at all.

And now you're saying good bye because your love is done

You know i still care for you .

2008-07-28T22:10:00.003+08:00

I duno why.Why am i doing things that harm my own body?

I'm sorry Lord.Please..help me to change.Help me never ever to touch those things again.

Life is really really terrible!sigh..

Bobby (:

I just want u to care ):

2008-07-27T20:58:00.004+08:00

Haven been blogging this few days.I duno why..many many things have been happening lately..

hmmm..yesterday went to play soccer.Abel's friends came.Faizal and Rizal.Didnt have the mood to play.Than went over to holland village and ate burger king.Went over to wenhao's place after that.More videos of 719 is up on youtube.Please support us and give us comments to see how we can improve.THANKS!

Tried my first.I wanna try it again.

Still trying hard

2008-07-25T23:27:00.001+08:00

WHY WHY WHY!!!
WHY MUST THIS HAPPEN TO ME!!??

God..can u help me end this suffering??Please.Amen.

2008-07-24T19:24:00.004+08:00

Well..didn't blog yesterday..duno why also.I was online like the whole time.Bought a new mouse.I think it's pretty good.Cost about $30.

Today had S & W again.Tennis (:

It was also the last few weeks of that module and there won't be cats class next week either.

Today had presentation on Global warming.I think my group did alright.

During evening time,i recieved a phone call from my course manager Mr Thi Han.He said he wants to talk to me tomorrow.I duno what izzit regarding,but most probably it would be about the problems i'm facing in sch.Well well..so many many problems.What to do?

Really tried studying on my own.But i can't seem to understand still.

Another thing,Brazil olympic team has arrived in Singapore.They're gonna take on the Singapore selection on Monday.It's really awesome to have a top 5 Fifa world ranking team to be here.I hope they're going to show the match live on tv because i know i won't be able to go down to the stadium to catch the match live.The tickets are $60 a piece!!Oh man..if it was cheaper..i would have gone.In case you're wondering,the match will take place at the national stadium at 8p.m.

oh yes!Happy 1 year anniversary

I can still rmb what happen exactly 1 year ago.

Heres my promise made tonight .You can count on me for life.

2008-07-22T22:52:00.005+08:00

Hmm...today,i duno whether izzit a good or bad day.

Had a chat with my student advisor.Ask him for his opinion about the course switching and stuff..still unsure what to do..

I think God send kenneth to talk to me.He saw what i blogged about and he offered his help (: thanks! so this sunday gonna meet him to study for el tech.seriously screwed up subject.

A Story (:

One winter, years ago, when my youngest son was getting ready to go to a Cub Scout meeting, he said mournfully,
"Whenever I go to Cub Scouts, I get a stomach ache."
"Why don't you quit?" I suggested.
A silence while all this sank in.
"I'm allowed?'' he asked.
How sad that he was suffering through something meant to be fun--and didn't realize he had choices.
Happily, that evening marked the end of his attendance at Cub Scouts.
Another winter, years later, a tutor at the Writing Center, a wonderful, energetic young woman, talked to me about her problems with stress.
She wasn't sleeping; she felt agitated and overwhelmed; worst of all, she was was finding it next to impossible to keep up with her many activities and schoolwork too. She worried that job hunting and her senior thesis would send her over the edge.
"Why don't you quit one or two of your activities?" I asked.
Again, a silence. "I can't," she said. "I would feel like a failure."
She survived her senior year, even did well. But she wasn't happy.
Even now, I feel sad thinking of her.
If she had said that every single activity was so meaningful to her that she couldn't bear to give it up, she might have convinced me that her stress was worth it.
But she was over scheduling her days simply to feel "good enough" as a human being.
If you feel too busy or too stressed, why don't you quit something? If you think you can't possibly quit anything at all, ask yourself, "Why not?"

My niece ,olivia (:

Thats when I love you. I love you, just that way

2008-07-21T20:26:00.003+08:00

Hmm hmm..duno what to blog about today.Juz a normal school day.The stress is really really getting on to me.My dad gave me 2 option today.Transfer to another course in ngee ann or a course in another school,or totally quit sch.Sigh..i'm stuck.very very very troubled.I think he wants me to make a decision really soon.He even asked me to talk to my course manager about a possible transfer.Sigh..what should i do??

God..why are you putting me in this situation?! Please,help me! PLEASE ! PLEASE GUIDE ME.PLEASE!!

Recognise this car??Its from the movie batman the dark knight.I saw this car live about more than one month ago.

Suddenly that promise of love has gone )':

2008-07-20T22:23:00.003+08:00

WHoopys!!hahaha

didnt blog yesterday cos i didnt have the picture.Yesterday went to hao place.Took many many crazy videos.HAHA!!If you wanna watch them,go to youtube and search sevenonenine.Leave comments (:

Here's a story (:

When a scientist friend of mine was an undergraduate,

he wanted his buddies to think he was so cool and so brilliant that he could get As without doing any work.

Sure enough, every night at 8 or 9 p.m., when almost everyone else in the dorm was just settling down to do homework, he was ready to socialize.

Some people socialized with him--and their grades were a disaster.

But he did very well--enough to take him to graduate school for his PhD.

Here's how he pulled off his deception: Every minute of the day before and between classes, he studied. He'd already noticed that almost nobody else worked then--and nobody paid attention to what he was doing.

If he had a couple of hours between classes, he was in the library.

If he had ten minutes between classes, he was reviewing his notes or the readings.

He didn't study after 9 p.m.--but he studied very hard before 9 p.m.

The moral is not that you should socialize more.

The moral is this: If you always study in the evening but find you can't get all your work done, or you get too sleepy to concentrate, or you feel resentful because you never have time to spend with your friends, perhaps you should look for minutes and hours during the day.

Don't assume you can only work when you have long, uninterrupted blocks of time.

Train yourself to use some of your daylight hours, and you'll feel less pressure come evening.

A trip down memory lane )':

God..please help me to take the one i love most.Away from me.. sigh )':

2008-07-18T21:24:00.002+08:00

Feeling so tired today,and i'm too lazy to blog.Well...just gonna be a quick post..i think batman the dark knight is really good.Everyone should watch it.Today was supposed to go east coast park for Robin's birthday celebration.But didnt go in the end.Really sorry!

A kind, good man had spent his life devoted to the welfare of his family.
But he had never managed to earn much money.
Unfortunately, he fell ill and was told he had only a few months to live.
He feared his family would soon be destitute without the little he brought home each week.
He earnestly prayed to his god with a request he had never made before.
"Please God, let me win the NY State Lottery. It's not for myself. You know I'd never ask for anything for myself. But I'm concerned for my family."
But Saturday came and went. Nothing.
The following Wednesday he made the same request.
Again, nothing. Weeks and months went by.
He continued to pray. Nothing came of it.
Finally he was near death, anxious and sick at heart.
"Why, God, did you not help me? I've never asked for anything before, and you know this was only for the good of others, not for me.
Silence for awhile.
Then a great voice from above slowly replied,
"First you have to buy a ticket."
THE MORAL ,We can plan, think, dream, have good intentions, even pray all we like.
But if anything is going to happen, we need to take action.

I think it hurts more if i still hold on.
The best option would be to let go.But how???sigh...

2008-07-17T21:15:00.002+08:00

Today morning.woke up earlier then usual to go and play tennis,my sports and wellness class.Today we had to play a match.i partnered kah wei.He was super funny la.hahaha..anyway..we played 2 and won 1.Amazing comeback!hahaha
After sch..dad fetched me home.He decided to take leave cos he was also feeling tired.Went with him to buy lunch for sis.After eating..i read for awhile den fell asleep,till about 3.30.woke up,had a quick shower and went to meet hao.My dad fetched me there again.i juz wanted to say THANK YOU DAD.You've been fetching me to sch since primary sch.Now i am already in poly and u are still doing that.

NAFC.
i really really thank God that i've met this group of special people who mean so much to me besides my family.They have really been the ones in my life.Showing support and encouragement.Although there were times that we have quarrelled among ourselves,we know that this friendship,this special bond that we have would never die.God has placed u guys in my life for a reason.Although now most of us are in a different sch..i'm glad we are all meeting at least once a week.We all still talk and laugh like we like we use to.I know that this group of friends are going to be forever .bros for life!

2008-07-16T21:27:00.002+08:00

hmmm...yesterday,was really really crappy.I seriously hate the practical class for the EL tech.I really duno how to do a single thing!And the lecturer was like pretty annoyed with me.I really really duno.Its not like i have been skipping lessons or what.i really did try and i still cant do.I'm really trying to change my attitude but i also need u guys to change ur attitude towards me.How can a guy study when ur teacher already doubted you right from the start?sigh..1 good thing..i passed my EG 1 retest.Got 63!!not bad eh...consider it last minute studying and got that score.Thank you to whoever that has helped me in my test.(:

Here's a story.(:

A motivational speaker lugged a huge glass container into the room in which he was speaking on time-management, and then went back for several burlap bags.

As the puzzled audience watched, he first added some big rocks from one of the burlap bags to the container.
"Is it full?" he asked. Everyone nodded. Then he opened the second bag. He took out pebbles and filled the spaces between the rocks.
Again he asked, "Is it full?" Some joker in the back row said, "Probably not." Everyone laughed.

The speaker opened the last bag and poured sand into the cracks between the pebbles. By now people guessed at what was coming. He picked up the pitcher of water on the table and poured it in too. The speaker paused just a moment,

"Ok, what’s the point I’m trying to make?" Several hands went up. One replied while others nodded in agreement "No matter how busy your life is, you can always squeeze in one more thing."

The speaker violently shook his head. "The point is this Unless you put the big rocks in first, you’ll never be able to fit them in at all." All of our lives are full. Lots of important, interesting, and enjoyable activities compete for our time and energy. But we should make sure that we first make time for those activities that matter to us most of all, right now, or we may never find time for them at all.

2008-07-14T22:33:00.003+08:00

Hmm..i think today was pretty productive!

Maths i practically paid attention for 2 whole hours!!YES!!!hahaha i think i can do the maths already.as in..for that particular topic.

Just know was doing MOL.super insane.made me and my sister really angry.haha

its like this..

i typed 154 as my answer.

The computer wrote.Sorry..Your answer is wrong.The correct answer is 154.

so i was like huh???

well..i couldn't go on doing anymore because it kept getting wrong.haha.

life sucks.
i think my ankle needs surgery.Its hurting again.And also my op wound.i duno why its hurting yet again.Sigh...

I duno how come this picture turned out like that.hahaha.

2008-07-13T17:43:00.002+08:00

This song : Always be my baby.Orginated by Mariah Carey,sang by David Cook.Totally says how i am feeling right now and what i hope it will happen...sigh..i really wish i didn't tell u.maybe we could work things out..i juz want u to care more and spare a thought for me.That's what i want most.

We were as one, babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine
Now you want to be free
So I'll let you fly
cause I know in my heart, babe
Our love will never die
No
You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl, dont you know you cant escape me
Ooh darling, cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time cant erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling, cause youll always be my baby
I ain't gonna cry, no
And I wont beg you to stay
if you're determined to leave girl
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably, you'll be back again
cause you know in your heart, babe
Our love will never end
No
You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl, don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling, cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time cant erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling, cause youll always be my baby
i know that you'll be back, girl
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder ooohhh
I know that youll be right back, baby
Oh baby, believe me
It's only a matter of time
Youll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl dont you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling, cause youll always be my baby
And well linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling, cause you'll always be my baby
You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl, don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling, cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way youre never gonna shake me
Ooh darling, cause you'll always be my baby

2008-07-13T16:22:00.004+08:00

i wonder how things stand now.
what do i want in my life?what do i see myself becoming?
i really feel that my life so far is pretty much a waste.honestly speaking.

you never ever understand how i would feel when u do things.You get get upset and cry over something stupid.But when it comes to real important things.You don seem sad about missing it or even care about it all.

2008-07-13T00:02:00.004+08:00

hmmm..today..dont feel like blogging much..so juz put some pictures that were taken today.(:

2008-07-11T22:10:00.002+08:00

SOOOOOOOO glad that the week is finally over!YES!!oh man..this week has been really really very stressful!!hmmm..today actually i wanted to skip 2 lectures..but my conscience got the better of me and in the end went for the lecture.

There was a test after sch but it only starts at 6.Sch ended at 1.so much time to kill.In the end,me and Jones went to matthew house.watched good luck chuck.It's really a very very nice and funny show!JESSICA ALBA!!hahaha..left matt's place at about 5 plus and did the computer programming test.I think should be able to pass this test.hmm..tomorrow going to meet the NAFC people.The last time i saw them was like 1 week ago.haha.alright..stop here for now (:

2008-07-10T23:14:00.001+08:00

WTH.Fancy u scolding me and showing me attitude,juz cos of something damn stupid.

2008-07-10T22:18:00.002+08:00

Didn't blog yesterday cos i came home late from sis graduation party.Yesterday was the official day she graduated.haha.she had to wear the graduation robe and the hat.

The EL tech retest..hmmm..haha..i don think i can make it.It'll be higher den last time i guess..cos i knew how to do the mesh analysis and the kirchoff current question.Ate Macs at about 11.45 last night!

hmm..today had s&w and cats class.
s&w was screwed up cos of the weather.sat there and talked and talked..mr oh kept asking us to participate in this campus run which he claims there will be alot of voucher's to be won.over $200 worth.Cats was as slacky as usual.called my dad to pick me up at about 12.I didnt think he was happy cos i think he wanted to go swimming.Anyway..reached home at about 12.30.ate lunch den left my house at about 1.45 to meet yiting in sch.Today she went to ngee ann to check out the open house.Stayed with her till about 4 den i went for EG Mec remedial.After remedial..she accompanied me to clementi and we both ate porridge!!Its like super nice la.Next time i must go back there to eat again.haha.we were kinda crazy in the bus.laughed non stop (:
guess thats all for now

you don even care how i feel !

2008-07-08T22:08:00.002+08:00

Wow..i cant belive i survived today.

Today had EC pro..me and jisheng build a bridge made of satay sticks!!

The lectuer was very impressed with our bridge because it was the strongest!WHOOO

Next week we are going to make a brige out of 200 satay sticks.I'm looking forward to that.Kept playing with the glue gun today.haha.It was kinda fun.

Usually on tuesday breaks,my whole class will usually play CS together but today its weird!!!everyone was studying!!!haha.thanks to Aizat and Jones.taught me Mesh analysis method.I think i can do that now but the other questions on EL tect is a killer!!!

sigh..i really duno how i am going to pass the test.

i really don even understand the basic.

I think the restest on EG1 was okay..should be about to pass it.

I think even if i fail the retest this time.i would be upset but i know i've already done all that i could have.so i guess its pretty alright.

PLEASE LORD GUIDE ME!!

seriously dude.you're getting on my nerves.You better watch your back.

Jones,me and Aizat Guan

2008-07-08T00:28:00.003+08:00

Today morning woke up at about 6.20am.

went to SIM to have breakfast.

This week is going to be a very very very stressful week.Full of tests and re-tests.

Tuesday:lab practical test and eg1 retest

Wednesday:el tech retest and test on trigo

Friday: computer programming written test.

Things are starting to pile up for me.i guess i shouldn't have slacked too much in the first place.EL tech is killing me!!sian.

i really really hope this week will go by really really fast.

i hope with God's grace that i will be able to overcome problems that i may face this week.

i really hope this won't happen again.I really cannot go through it one more time.

Its the 4th time already.Sigh..Please..i beg u. ):

Here's some pictures taken in the past.

2008-07-06T23:47:00.000+08:00

seriously..what the hell is wrong ?
time and time again,and now?its happening yet again.
screwed up things

2008-07-06T21:54:00.000+08:00

Today morning woke up at about 9 plus?slacked till about 11.30am den went to church.after church service went to have lunch with my family then after that,went to meet yiting at queenstown library!she taught me some stuff that i wasnt sure of.i think i clarified many things with her??hmmm..guess i need more practice.took some pictures with her and we left the library at about 7.50pm.THANK YOU YITING FOR TEACHING ME!

2008-07-04T22:57:00.000+08:00

HELLLO!
the blog is still not done yet:X
arh.
i'm sorry,
i change the skin again cos i dont know how to figure out the code!
i'm like bad at that can.
so now trying my best to help you!
yes yess!:DD
hopefully it will be done sooon.
will find some way to do itt for you!